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hadirnya
tak pernah diduga
tidak juga diundang
terus mancarik
dan merobek koyak
tak pernah sekali pun 
dirawat
dibiar bernanah
sampai bila?

 sinar terik 
yang bisa mencairkan 
malam yang hitam pekat 
yang bisa menyesatkan
harus tidak mampu 
menyuluh jalan pulang

 mungkinkah 
ini telah dijanjikan
seperti nukilan yang tiada penghujung
seperti irama yang tiada noktah
haruskah pasrah?

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