I realized this morning that I am filing every inch of my pants and blouse…. perfectly… with my flesh!
(read : I am GROWING!!!... in size that is) sigh!!!
I lost a few kgs during Ramadhan and I gained more than ‘a few kgs’ thereafter… I have 3 meals a day (without fail). and not forgetting the ‘munching moments’ in between.
It was months since I last weigh myself on that little machine, which always gives me a heart attack every time I stepped on it. But I know the numbers are now ‘bigger’ – as in the value as opposed to the size – so I pushed the machine to the darkest corner of my storeroom. What you don’t know won’t hurt you… But what I know is…. I fill up my jeans PERFECTLY, meaning they have no rooms for my skin to breathe. Either the jeans shrink or my body yang dah inflate…. aiyyoohh. Sungguh susah hati ni.
I just can’t stop from indulging myself with all the good food (read = chocolate, ice cream, Famous Amos, Starbucks… and not forgetting, my energy booster – rice!!!).
Now, let’s see what’s on my table?
- Chocolates of all kinds
- Milo 3-in-1, coco drink Cadbury 3-in-1, coffee mixture 3-in-1…. All the sweet drinks ok
- Mints and chewing gums (this is becoming a habit already, I can’t survive a day without them)
What is my routine?
- Minimum 4 times week, I will have my Starbucks : Green Tea frap with Choc Chip, whip cream on top OR Iced Toffee Nut Latte OR Iced Mocha Latte. Where? Pusat Bandar or Sect 9 outlet. So frequent that I don’t even have to tell them what I want… they know!
- Rice : a must have meal… if not every day, every other day or else my whole system weakens… hahahha (shivering gitu!!)
- Breakfast : daily, if not nasi lemak (bukan ringan ringan ok), I will have 3 curry puffs from kedai uncle @ my office. The puffs are so crunchy, you just have to eat more than 2. PLUS Starbucks once or twice a week
- Lunch : daily without fail (this is more like peer pressure, even if you are not that hungry, you just have to eat and enjoy the lovely company of your lunch friends - or rather gossip sessions… hahahha)
- Munchies in between lunch and dinner : this is when all the good food on my table will serve its purpose… hee hee
- Dinner: if I don’t eat heavy meals, I will have my Starbucks (either or…)
Weekend?
Starbucks is aleady an agenda every weekend. Nik loves to sit there for hours and relax (so do the kids….) So, need I say more? With all these activities, do I need to step on that little weighing machine and feel depress every time?
Go figure…. hehehe
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