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October Tragedy

october has not been nice to me.

my loves, elvee and c-kay left me ... for good.  RIP my luvlees....

remembering how it happened made me fall apart all over again. 

8th Oct - we found elvee dead in his cage, 'brutally murdered' ... by human, well, that's what we chose to believe, looking at the crime scene.  we reported the case to the guard, but there was no sign of break ins.

c-kay was left in his cage, alive but badly injured.  he survived 4 days, and eventually left us on 12th oct, just a few hours after i came home from office :'(  i guessed he waited for all of us to be back.  we carried him to the vet because he looked very weak but died on our way there, right in Nik's arms.  of course i cried and for a moment, i felt lost.  we burried him the same night right at the corner of my garden so i can see him everyday.  in fact, that's what i've been doing ever since.  not a single day passed by without flowers on his grave. we sure miss u a lot, c-kay!  i miss u most!  he was always in his talking mood whenever i let him out from his cage ... no more 'kiss kiss' no more 'good boy!' no more 'kiss mama', no more 'come c-kay!'.... a lot of no mores.... felt so empty. 

a week has passed and i'm still disturbed over that incident.....

elvee

c-kay the african grey
 
RIP boys!
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